The Trip

The trip was a disaster. I don't know what I was thinking. It is clear we can not be around each other at all anymre. For a long time I thought that was best for the kids but now I don't think so. I didn't file a restraining order because I thought it would make it too hard for the kids. But know I see that, in so many ways, I have been making everything easy for him at the expense of my kids. This is not good for them.